Lyrics: “TOO RISKY (STOP)”

“TOO RISKY (STOP)”

She said she was a victim, then a survivor, then a reformer, then a provider
she said she’s got to move on, put it behind her, be an adult about it, don’t let it blind her

with rage

She said the rage is evil, it is just like a demon, it creeps up and sneaks in, then tries to get inside her
it puts a knife up to her, then makes her say things, then makes her do things, and uses no protection

Stop     she screams       but the demon       proceeds
to do        the things           that demons        all need
to feel         alive        to relive        the drive
to keep         old emotions      from coming          too high
I’m not scared     I’m not sad       I’m not crying     I’m not bad
I’m not how      they all say       I’m not that      I’m okay
I just try       every day      to be perfect        every way
I must hide           anything      that could be      too risky

he said he was a blank slate, and then a bad boy, and then a nervous wreck, and then a good boy,
he said he hated every minute, he hated everyone, somebody might see through him, call him a demon

from hell

He said it shouldn’t be like this, life should be different, somebody is to blame… for the evil system
it’s not like he was taught… that systems ought to be. It is deceptive, while preaching honesty.

It used to be so pure, back when he believed. It’s never been so bad… until just recently.
Back in the good old days, there was no propaganda. He knows the day it started… to be a life of hell.

Hey       I don’t deserve this        I should be like them       but I’m not jealous
They don’t deserve it         but I’m not jealous       These aren’t opinions    and I’m not jealous
I’m stating facts      and I’m not jealous         I deserve better         but I’m not jealous

for jealous rage is for the weak and I am stronger than that evil slut
Stop    he screams     but the demon      proceeds
to do     the things      that demons       all need
to feel       alive         to relive      the drive
to keep        old emotions           from coming      too high

I’m not scared     I’m not sad       I’m not crying     I’m not bad
I’m not how      they all say       I’m not that      I’m okay
I just try       every day      to be perfect        every way
I must hide           anything      that could be      too risky
Stop      everything       that could be         too risky

Stop       everything    that could be         too risky

Stop         everything        that could be         too risky

Stop
We said keep this a secret… or there are penalties, plus no one wants to know, they hide from anything

too risky

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